H.O.G Tooth
In the exclusive realm of the Marine Corps Scout Snipers the Hunter of
Gunmen Tooth, or H.O.G. Tooth, is the most idolized item that one can
possess. It is the projectile portion from a .308 caliber round fired
from the M40A1 sniper rifle. Before you can be presented with the H.O.G
Tooth you must first undergo an intense indoctrination and selection
process to join the Scout Sniper Platoon. If you complete the
indoctrination and peer review by senior members of the platoon, you are
eventually sent to 3 months of Scout Sniper School, one of the most
respected and difficult military schools in the world. Upon graduation
day, the newly christened member of this elite fraternity is finally
presented with the H.O.G Tooth. Few honors are more hard-earned or
proudly worn.
I recall my entire life before entering the military as
being simple and not having any real commitments. Personally, I had not
been tested with any real adversity, nor intimately known anyone else
who had. Thus, I had little frame of reference for the degrees of
strength and weakness that an individual, including myself, could
possess. I was not critical of people, generally lumping everyone into
generic categories with few real distinguishing traits. I knew that
there were people whom I enjoyed spending time around more than others,
and those whom I respected more, but it wasn’t a distinctly drawn
judgment in my mind. There was nothing in my life at that point that I
had to fully commit to and I’d never had to give everything I had just
to accomplish one specific goal. The idea of what such a thing would
take, and what it would mean about me or anyone else in that situation
was not a part of my state of mind.
I knew I wanted more for myself than just a diploma to hang
on a wall in some cubicle, working a dead end job with no real
satisfaction. I saw these people every day; living empty lives and
half-consciously trying to forget the risks they’d left untaken and the
dreams and potentials they’d left unfulfilled. Dead people with bills to
pay, jobs to get to and cable television to watch. I wanted to do
something that I knew would test my limits both physically and mentally,
and I never wanted to be one of those people who spent his or her life
wondering what could have been.
On August 5th, 2002 I signed the enlistment papers to join
the United States Marine Corps for four years. This is the most life
altering decision I have ever made.
After I had completed all the basic requirements needed to
join the fleet, also known as the infantry, I was presented with the
opportunity to participate in the Scout Sniper Indoctrination. If
completed successfully I would belong to one of the most respected
military units in the world and eventually be given the chance to attend
Scout Sniper School and earn the H.O.G Tooth.
After many months of intense physical training I was finally
offered a seat at the school house. During the three month course I was
able to witness human beings pushing themselves both mentally and
physically to points many would never think possible. It was during this
process I began to differentiate people from one another in an
unsympathetic, coldly critical way. If we were capable of doing these
things, why should we ever accept anything less?
Three months later I completed the course, along with the
remaining sixteen individuals from the initial class of forty-two, and
was awarded the coveted H.O.G Tooth. Ten days later I deployed again to
Iraq.
During our eight month deployment in the Al-Anbar province
near Haditha, Iraq I was faced with adversity and physical and mental
exhaustion in combat each minute of every day, along with all my fellow
members of the Scout Sniper Platoon.
These moments only solidified my outlook on human beings as a
whole. To this day I am extremely discriminating. I know what it is
like to be truly tested. I know how few people actually have what it
takes to make it through the greatest, most brutal tests in life, and I
have developed a good deal of first-hand experience in distinguishing
who those people are. I can and do make this ascertainment with people I
come across within a matter of seconds.
I still wear my H.O.G Tooth to this day and it is a constant reminder of what I went through to earn and keep it.
The boundaries for what a person can do with their lives,
for what an individual is truly capable of, are established entirely
within the mind of that person. I saw this repeatedly during my time as a
Scout Sniper H.O.G. while I was screening new candidates for the
program.
I made the decision that one day I would wear a H.O.G.
Tooth. I pushed myself past the breaking point to earn it, and once I
did I literally fought to the death to continue to wear it.
Ask yourself: If you were to decide upon an ultimate goal,
which category would you fall under? Would you find a way to make it
happen, or would you let yourself fall short? Your potential in life is
limited only by your own mind. What would be revealed if you were truly
tested? Are your goals lofty enough to ever find out? Given the right
path, will you be able to move forward towards your goal despite the
inevitable stumbles and difficulties, or will you give up, rejoin the
mediocre majority and go back to your comfortable rationalizations?
Either way, you are in control.


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August 08 2012 at 02:08 PM